Wes's First Punk Show

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Laying awake late into the night
A cold sweat running down my head
Sometimes it feels I'd be better off dead
But the memories they don't blur with time
They just keep playing over and over in my mind
Remember when I called you mine

While inside I'm feeling empty
At times the future's looking bleak
Do you hold something against me
Why's it for you it's such a breeze

Everything's moving slower now
The clock ticks longer each day
The time it slowly wastes away
But the time is never wasted
It goes unsaid
While thoughts are running through my head

While inside I'm feeling empty
At times the future's looking bleak
Do you hold something against me
Why's it for you it's such a breeze
So I've struggled these few past months
It's something you might never know
Cause while you're off into a new life
I'm having trouble letting go

As I struggle with my life
I try so hard to say goodbye
When the words run through my lips
A part of me it dies inside
And though the time, it feels it creeps
My world it gets brighter slowly
And as my dark past fades away
I know everything will be okay

While inside I'm feeling empty
At times the future's looking bleak
Do you hold something against me
Why's it for you it's such a breeze
So I've struggled these few past months
It's something you might never know
Cause while you're off into a new life
I'm having trouble letting go

Did you ever struggle to let go
Cause I'm having trouble letting go
Did you ever struggle to let go
Cause I'm having trouble letting go

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from Fast Forward, released August 22, 2015

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